Monday, August 6, 2012

Sarah Nutt


Sarah is one of the people I most regret not getting to know better, she’s amazing.  I met her through the Fasse family and when I hung out with them is pretty much the only time I got to see her, that’s my fault obviously because I should’ve taken initiative and gotten her number or tried to like walk her to her locker which was always a good move in high school, but whatever.  No need to dwell on the past I guess.  She is pretty dang awesome though.

I didn’t see Sarah enough to create some great memory with her, but there is one memory of her that I have which pretty much just reminded me why I’ve always liked her.  I was at a Fasse graduation party with my family and, since she’s good friends with Ericka, Sarah is there too.  The party was fun, a lot of party games like flip cup were played and what not, but amidst the good times being had there was this one moment which I wouldn’t be surprised she can’t remember, a moment that I won’t forget.  A small group of us were in the kitchen, chatting and what not, when Sarah walks in, her beautiful smile on her face, but underneath it she looks sad.  I asked her if everything was okay, she said it was, but I could tell she was just saying that to keep her troubles to herself.  Maybe it was the booze, maybe I just wanted to make a sad girl smile even if it was only for a moment, I don’t know but I decided that I had to do something.  I smiled at her, took in her beauty, and said “You look amazing.”  I’d been thinking it all night, it had been the first time I’d seen her in a while and she just looked stunning.  I don’t think she expected that, because the next thing I knew she was hugging me…

I probably can’t do this memory justice, it may sound lame to anyone reading this, but there are people who I have had in my life for years who I haven’t had that sincere of a moment with.  It may be one of my shortest, but my memory with Sarah is also one of my favorites.

Writing this just made me miss her, let’s be honest.  It has been too long since I’ve seen her, and I don’t really know what her life is like at all right now, but I hope she’s happy.  She’s going to do great things in her life, and whoever ends up with her is going to be amongst the luckiest of men.

Cheers,
Andrew